"I wanted to see the world burn," says Khushal Yousafzai.
He was just 12 years old when his sister, Malala, was shot in the head in 2012 as she sat on a school bus in Pakistan.
The bullet by a gunman from the Taliban couldn't stop her, and she's gone on to win a Nobel Peace Prize and advocate for girls' education worldwide.
It was a day that changed not only Malala's life - but her brother Khushal's too.
The 25-year-old has been opening up to BBC Asian Network's Amber Haque about the lingering trauma of that incident, his mental health struggles and being drawn to the manosphere.
