June 8, 2026Some afternoons are like this—the stupor of Florida lightleaning between a vulture’s black wingswhile he picks apart a garden snakeon the road outside our house.On the road outside our house,an ICE agent surveys our block like a birdwhose hovering means deathis nearby. Nothing really changes. Mom still doesn’t believein the dishwasher, thinks the only waya plate can get clean is if you scrub itby pressing the whole weight of your bodyagainst the grime that grips the glassuntil it glimmers white as a countrydevoid of people like us. We tell Mom to stay in and restbut she refuses. Her hands can’t stay still,which is why she planted the small gardenthat she tends to every morning.It is not about the vegetables. The dirt is dry and futileand the bed floods every June, leaving her no choicebut to start over again. First seed then dirt then rain then light.Then, finally, a small sprig that keeps herhopeful, in prayer of new blooms. Today, when she walks outto the garden in her muumuu, hair knottedand unkempt, and submits her brown kneesto brown dirt under the undying heatlike a saint at the foot of an altar,I watch the man in the truck watch herthe way a predator watches a small thingit can trick, and feel like the young girl I wasonce, kneeling beside her in a pew, asking Godto make some small miracle of our life.Imagine a blessing like that now: Mom’s garden flushwith peppers, carrots, little crownsof broccoli sprouting. The snake uncrushed.The small root she unknots from the earththe only thing plucked from this home.O God, if you do nothing else, cover mein just a crumb of the courageMom maintains standing in her yardin the beautiful conflagration of this country:one brown hand holding a small gift the soil has given,the other waving at the officer as if to say,You are welcome. Come inside and eat.
“Still Life of Mom in Her Garden (Bodegón de Mamá en Su Jardín)”
“It is not about the vegetables.”












