Cynthia Erivo discussed speculation surrounding her and “Wicked” costar Ariana Grande.Gareth Cattermole / Gareth Cattermole/Getty ImagesAs the two often appeared together through the grueling press cycle for both movies, discourse ranged from the meme-worthy to the concerning — especially speculation over their apparent weight loss.One particular moment of worry happened at the Singapore premiere of “Wicked: For Good,” when a man broke through the barrier and rushed at Grande. After he grabbed her, Erivo pushed the man away, in a moment that was captured and went viral.Suhaimi Abdullah / Getty ImagesIn an interview with Variety, Erivo said that she and Grande were “holding on by threads” during the four-year “Wicked” cycle, adding, “We were really trying to take care of each other.”Taylor Hill / FilmMagic“It’s very interesting, watching what people’s perception is versus what the reality actually is,” she continued, with some sarcasm. “Lots of psychologists seated at home deciding who we were, what we were going through, what we were doing and why.” She further denied allegations that the pair were faking their friendship, and said they still text most days.Vivien Killilea / Variety via Getty ImagesAs for the moment in Singapore, Erivo said that everyone was “terrified.” She explained, “What people couldn’t see is that he wouldn’t let go [of Grande]. He wouldn’t let go. So I just kept pushing at him to get him off.”Don Arnold / WireImageShe took issue with people online describing her as Grande’s “bodyguard” in that moment. “I think that we haven’t really come to terms with the insidious nature of how we view Black women. And I’m sure people will read this and think, ‘Oh, for goodness’ sake, it’s not about that.’ But it is,” she said.Suhaimi Abdullah / Getty Images“Because that’s what was being made fun of. It was my physique; it was my shape; it was the fact that I was bald; it was about what I looked like. And because of that, there was this assumption that I was bigger than my co-star and so I had to be controlling or protecting, and that was my role. I would hazard a guess that it would not have been the same had it been the other way around,” she added.Suhaimi Abdullah / Getty ImagesYou can read the full interview here.RelatedAriana Grandewickedcynthia erivo