Former reality star Madi Prewett said this week she has been “free” from masturbation for about 10 years after being “enslaved” by it.

In a podcast episode with a fervently religious perspective titled “Porn & Masturbation: Harmless Habit Or Spiritual Stronghold,” the “Bachelor” alum told her story.

She said she had “struggled” since middle school, declaring on her “Stay True” show: “Thankfully, by the grace of God and by the power of godly community and people around me, I have been free from porn and masturbation for, I don’t even know, 10 years. But that was something that enslaved me and marked me for so long. That was something I felt like I could not break free from, no matter how much I loved Jesus.”

“Every time I gave in to sexual sin, I was robbed of confidence,” she continued. “I questioned my worth and my identity.”

Prewett. 29, said her obsession began around age 13 when she watched an “extremely inappropriate” show at a friend’s house.