A close aide’s intimate letters to Donald Trump have been revealed for the first time — and what they say is shocking.Natalie Harp told the US President in two gushing letters, shared in full by The Daily Beast, that she was “unworthy” of him.“You are all that matters to me,” Ms Harp wrote to Mr Trump, “I don’t want to ever let you down.”It comes as questions continue to mount about Ms Harp’s status as president’s most significant gatekeeper.The 35-year-old was one a few people who accompanied Mr Trump in August when he fled Air Force One in a catering truck in Turkey and flew on a secret plane to avoid an apparent Iranian plot to target the presidential plane. Secretary of State Marco Rubio, staff and journalists were left on a decoy flight.The gushing letters were written in 2023 during or after Ms Harp accompanied the presidents on a trip to Scotland and Ireland, according to The Daily Beast.In one letter, Ms Harp, also known as the ‘Human Printer’ because she has been pictured following the president around with a portable printer to hand him hard copies of flattering news articles, said she was jealous of women “whose only job seems to be to talk with you and look pretty.”“I want that job!!” she wrote, saying she missed the days when he would call and “we’d talk about everything and nothing”.Troubling concernsIt emerged on Wednesday that Ms Harp declined to take up a background check for an entire year, according to The Daily Beast.The publication said Ms Harp is believed to have access to the president’s Truth Social account and that the random capital letters and grammer woes in her notes show a striking similarity in style to Trump’s social media posts.In one letter, Ms Harp appears to apologise to Mr Trump during a trip to Aberdeen, Scotland,“I’m sorry. I thought I was the only one left behind last night, and had no idea Margot’s car was also pulled over, and sent back to the Airport,” she wrote in an apparent reference to White House communications adviser Margot Martin. The Daily Beast has verified that Ms Martin was on the trip,” she wrote.She also apologised for walking on Trump’s Turnberry golf course in Scotland instead of taking a cart.“If there is anything else I have done to cause you trouble, please forgive me,” she pleaded.“I want things to always be right between us. I also know I’ve been distracted all week (forgetting to eat throughout the days, and even forgetting to sleep, and only catching a couple hours at a time).”She said she was letting other people’s remarks upset her, “not because I care what other people think, but because I see myself being lowered in your eyes and good opinion. That is the fear you see, because I never want to bring you anything but joy.”She thanks Mr Trump for being “my Guardian and Protector in this life.”‘With all my heart’Her second letter is even more gushing. She wrote about how much she enjoyed being on the golf course with the president.“We could be out on the Course, with no machines, and even forget what time it was! I didn’t have to be ‘Human Printer.’ I could take time to enjoy good conversation, and still get all my work done at the end of the day. In fact, I even had time to take long morning and evening walks to enjoy each Sunrise and Sunset (though I did forget to eat and sleep!).”The former presenter said she missed her “Talkshow days” on One America News Network when he would call her up.“I’ve always felt like an in-betweener, somewhere between Staff and those you enjoy talking to on the Plane or at Dinner, because that’s who I used to be to you when I was a ‘Talkshow Host’ (as much as I hated that actual job!). I wish I could hear every conversation, because that’s when you’re having a good time, getting away from it all, at least for a few moments,” she wrote.Ms Harp described her letter as “self-analysis” and said she wanted to make Mr Trump proud.“And please, when I fail, will you tell me? You have the absolute right to cuss me out, if need be, when I deserve it, because no one knows or cares about me more,” she wrote.In the letters, she thanked Mr Trump for a pledge he made following the death of her father in 2020. She also claimed to have Scottish and Irish roots.“Thank you for always being there for me—I’ll never forget when you made that promise to me after losing my Dad, and I know how happy he is right now that I did get to go to Scotland and Ireland, as he always wanted for me,” she wrote.Ms Harp caught the eye of the presidents when she spoke on Fox News in 2019 and gave him credit for legislation he signed the year before for helping access treatment for bone cancer. Experts have questioned whether his legislation could really have helped, given her public statements about the timeline of the illness.“To modify a classic, ‘I could not have parted with you, to anyone less worthy’—And, I will add, it is I who is unworthy.”She signed off one of the letters, “With all my heart, Natalie.”It comes as Ms Harp’s estranged brother Preston told CNN his sister has an “unhealthy obsession” with the president. Natalie Harp has been in the spotlight after Democratic Georgia Senator Jon Ossoff drew backlash for a comment at a campaign rally earlier this month that Mr Trump only wanted to “travel with Natalie on their apparently defenseless flying palace gifted by the Emir of Qatar.”Asked to comment on behalf of Harp, White House spokesman Davis Ingle said: “Natalie Harp is one of the most loyal and hardest-working aides on President Trump’s team. The Fake News’s continued attacks on President Trump and his Administration prove exactly why trust in media is at historic lows. The media should get back to reporting real news and stop regurgitating Trump-Deranged liberal talking points.”He also attacked Sen. Ossoff saying the is “a feminine theatre [sic] kid who voted to massively raise taxes, give illegal immigrants free taxpayer-funded healthcare, and defund federal immigration enforcement and Border Patrol. Lightweight Jon’s rhetoric is cringeworthy, but his extreme voting record is dangerous.”Read related topics:Donald Trump