There is a fine line between discipline and domination. Institutions that mistake one for the other eventually weaken the very excellence they exist to cultivate. That is the unsettling question raised by Yushau Shuaib’s memoir of his tumultuous experience at the National Institute for Policy and Strategic Studies (NIPSS), Nigeria’s premier leadership academy.

Shuaib is no obscure complainant seeking sympathy for a private grievance. He is one of Nigeria’s most accomplished public-relations practitioners, an internationally recognised communications strategist whose work has earned prestigious global honours. His account is therefore more than a personal recollection. It becomes an examination of whether an institution established to sharpen strategic minds has become overly invested in demanding unquestioning conformity.

The story begins almost triumphantly. Fresh from international recognition in Europe, Shuaib receives the coveted nomination to NIPSS’s Senior Executive Course. He mobilises more than ₦18 million through the goodwill of senior public officials and professional associates, restructures his media organisation and prepares for ten months of intellectual immersion. What follows, however, is not a chronicle of policy scholarship but of disciplinary letters, public summonses, repeated queries, deteriorating health, and an increasingly bitter confrontation over editorial independence.