Hi everyone, I've been rarely posting on dev, or even being active at all. I've started thinking about it seriously.

btw post was unstructured. I don't have the time or editorial skills, so this isn't a perfect novel, but rather raw thinking✌

I actually started my journey 8 months ago. It all started with creating a proton mail acc, just to get a feel for all these communities. It wasn't anything serious; I thought I'd probably get banned or lose my password, and that would be the end of it. I used to dabble in Godot and watch YouTube. But soon, it became my life.

The more I discovered the internet, the more time I spent on it. I started spending less time studying YouTube tutorials. So, I've become quite skilled, and now I don't enjoy watching noob videos, which make up 90% of all tutorials. I started spending more time on social media...

But eventually, I asked myself, "Why?" Why am I on BSky if the algorithms don't even promote my posts past 230 followers? So, I started using it less. Because I got tired of it. I switched to Discord. But I got tired of it too, especially after finishing another jam.