Vogue Williams has admitted she found her divorce from Westlife singer Brian McFadden 'really embarrassing' after they split back in 2017.The Irish presenter, 40, reflected on their relationship in a candid conversation with Jamie Laing on his Great Company podcast.Vogue, who is now happily married to Spencer Matthews, said she found their split 'humiliating' after people around her 'expected' her and Brian to divorce.She said: 'It's really embarrassing. It's quite humiliating because you know people have started speculating and people started talking about it and you're hearing it, you know it's true and you're trying to not let it out.'We released a really cringy statement as well, which I don't think is necessary.'Vogue added she wouldn't feel embarrassed now that she is older, but at the time felt like a 'failure' because many people around her expected the divorce. She continued: 'I remember telling my older brother Frederick "I'm getting married, we're going to get married here" and he was living in Australia at the time and he was like "Vogue, I just can't get back from Australia, but I tell you what I'll go to the next one", and he did, he came to the next one.' Vogue Williams has admitted she found her divorce from Westlife singer Brian McFadden 'really embarrassing' after they split back in 2017 (pictured in 2016) Vogue, who is now happily married to Spencer Matthews, said she found their split 'humiliating' after people around her 'expected' her and Brian to divorceVogue added: 'I don't ever harbour any real bad feelings, things happen because they happen, we weren't right for each other.'I genuinely think there is no ex I wouldn't not say hello to. It's just a different time in your life. 'I remember getting divorced and being like "This is just incredibly embarrassing" and feeling what a big failure.'Now I look back and think it wasn't really, I was just worrying too much about people's opinions.'Vogue met Brian in May 2011 and shortly afterwards she moved from Ireland to Oz to live with him while he worked as a judge on Australia's Got Talent.Brian proposed eight months later and they wed in Tuscany in September 2012, yet three years later and shortly after moving back to Ireland they announced their split.Vogue previously revealed that she wasn't speaking to her mother and was grieving the death of her father when she met Brian and wanted to 'run away' to be with him.The couple announced their split in a tweet that read: 'It is with sadness that Brian and I have made the tough decision to go our separate ways...'We will always care about each other, remain friends and wish each other all the very best for the future.'Vogue and her husband Spencer, 37, are already loving parents to sons Theodore, eight, Otto, four, and daughter Gigi, six.Vogue and Spencer tied the knot in June 2018 in an intimate ceremony in Scotland while she was seven months pregnant with their first child. Vogue and her husband Spencer Matthews, 37, are already loving parents to sons Theodore, eight, Otto, four, and daughter Gigi, six and are preparing to welcome their fourth childElsewhere in the interview, Vogue emotionally shared she felt like her body 'failed' her as she opened up about her heartbreaking miscarriages.She had two miscarriages before she fell pregnant with her fourth child, including one 'awful and heartbreaking' loss a year ago. She explained: 'You just feel like your whole body has failed you and you’re on your own and you keep thinking, "Why me? Why me?"Vogue said researching other women's experiences with miscarriage helped her through her own experience.'I just realised it happens to so many', she said. 'The reason I spoke about it was because when it happened to me, I saw so many other women talk about it and I was like okay, it’s literally every second woman.'Vogue continued: 'I mean, I’ve had friends who have had extremely late miscarriages, and I look at that and think it must be the most difficult thing in the world.'So, you just kind of have to move forward.'