A federal judge in New York on Wednesday unsealed what is purported to be a suicide note allegedly written by disgraced sex trafficker and financier Jeffrey Epstein.

The note, which had been sealed for years as part of a criminal case against Epstein’s cellmate Nicholas Tartaglione, was made public by Judge Kenneth M. Karas of the Federal District Court in White Plains, N.Y., in response to a petition filed by The New York Times last Thursday.

“They investigated me for months — FOUND NOTHING!!!” the note begins.

“It is a treat to be able to choose one’s time to say goodbye,” the note continued. “Watcha want me to do — Bust out cryin!!”

“NO FUN,” it concludes, with those words underlined. “NOT WORTH IT!!”