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Anna Baker wanted validation.

It’s how she was programmed. In a way, it was how she survived.

“I was always kind of the awkward duckling,” Baker says. “Like friendly with everybody, but didn't have a friend group, didn't have close friends.”

But she had gymnastics, which she started at 4 or 5.