"I think I was just in survival mode for a year".
Former Made In Chelsea star Ryan Libbey expected to cope with the challenges of becoming a dad.
But the reality quickly became "very different" to what he'd imagined.
Life-threatening health complications around the birth saw his partner Louise hospitalised. Suddenly he was thrust into becoming her primary caregiver as well as looking after their newborn son Leo.
"I was doing every night time, every change… every walk. The role of both mum and dad," Ryan told the BBC's Parenting Download.
